'...Dont let me lose you to the dark' [G]

Hey guys!
Oh man, this is a kind of a venty thing? Idfk. I just don't like to use other's characters in vents, so I decided to make this a feel-better-gift for OTerrible-SpeedO . Idk how to say this but.. heh, I've been worrying about you too much. But as you know me, my mind really likes to play some damn tricks on me and let me worry for no particular reason. But all I wanted to say is: You are one of my closest friends and we got so much in common that I've never actually could've imagined. You mean so much to me, you're such an incredibly huge part of my life that I don't know what to do without you anymore! I know this might come kinda sudden but I made up my mind, and I'm completely sure now. I love you. Not in the best friend way, in the romantic way. You're my whole life, you brightened up so much I never could've imagined to brighten up. I'm actually pretty lazy too look up if these sentences make any sense because I just want to make it as long as possible. While you read this brabbeling you probably think: Do I love her back? You don't have to, I won't hold you on a leash, I won't stress you about this. These are your feelings and I can't change anything about that. You are you and that's what makes you wonderful. You are such a kind, sweethearted human and so much more I can't put into words. If you think you're worthless or not needed: You are! I need you, I love you, I care about you, I want you to be happy. Oh well, I just ran out of words and my hands are shivering like hell, just confessing this is woah... A very big challenge. But I just want you to know. If I might be annoying, tell me. You can tell me everything that has been lying on your heart, I will listen, I will give you the best advice I can give, I'll always be there for you, even tho the distance exists. Love you <33


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Programs used: Painttool SAI, Krita
Tools used: Wacom Intuos
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